this may open up a can of worms about the whole life at conception thing, but my wife had a miscarriage a couple months ago and we're still feeling it. i have to admit that suicide has crossed my mind because i felt it could be something wrong with me and my fault, but i understand that is not the way to do it. it takes a stronger person to get through life than to take the cowards way out and end your life.
"That which blocks your ears is worthless fear. The enemy is one, you are one. What is there to fear? Cast off your fear. Look forward! Go forward! Never stand still. Retreat and you will age. Hesitate and you will die."-Zangetsu Tensa